I have a great life. I love my life. I'm grateful for all the greatness and joy.
However, there are times when you just need to pause and acknowledge some ridiculous shit storm that just went down OR a surprise that leaves you elated and also thinking How the hell did I get here? Like, oh thanks Dad for offering me turkey when I haven't eaten meat for a decade. Or when your childhood friend calls you to tell you she fought off two guys in the NYC subway who were trying to mug her (give them the damn wallet Melissa). Or when you get TSA precheck so they can give you a slip of paper and send you through the normal security line. Legit, What is my life?
It's like Peter Pan, in the moment between sleep and dreaming you find Never Never Land. Well in the moment when you're awkardly laughing because you can't tell if your life is awesome or a f#@king chaotic B-roll Indie film you have a What is my life? moment.